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I've done a lot of things. But I've never killed anyone... until now.

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More in the series about Gaia, a 17-year-old girl born without the fear gene. Gaia reconsiders the consequences of her fearlessness when a drug dealer she beat up takes revenge by killing her friend. Gaia becomes inconsolable and reclusive and her depression turns into a death wish. Ed's got a plan to get Gaia caring again.

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Not only does Gaia miss Mary terribly, but she assumes that it was the drug dealer who murdered her, and she therefore feels responsible for her friend's death. She thinks the dealer must have taken Mary's life as revenge for his brutal beating at Gaia's hands, and she is forced to reconsider the consequences of her fearlessness.

Having lost nearly everyone (except Ed and Sam) who has ever meant anything to her, she becomes inconsolable, reclusive. Declines Mary's parents' request that she speak at the funeral. Skips school. Avoids Ed. She vows never again to use her powers.

Instead, Gaia spends her days searching for fear--on subway tracks and scaffolding a hundred stories high. Her depression is turning into a death wish.